ACTS OF SERVICE

Named a best book of 2022 by The New Yorker

You can buy it online through Bookshop, Amazon, Penguin Random House, or at your local bookstore. Mine is Community Bookstore.

You can find a copy at your local library.

You can also find it in the UK, and in German, Italian, Spanish, Finnish, and Danish.

“Extraordinary . . .  a work of ferocious moral and sensual intelligence and a masterly defense of sex for its own sake.” Becca Rothfeld, THE GUARDIAN

“Searching and enthralling . . . [Acts of Service] arrives with quiet confidence and a fully formed bank of ideas about intimacy, sexual ethics and contemporary mores.” —Joanna Thomas-Corr, THE NEW STATESMAN

One of Fishman’s keenest insights in Acts of Service is how context-dependent our understanding of normative sex is… It wouldn’t be unfair to read Acts of Service as a test case for the idea, advanced by Chu and others, that to corral desire within predetermined ideological parameters is to smother it—and to no real end.” —Jess Bergman, THE POINT

“Fishman has achieved the notoriously difficult task of writing sex that is neither depressing nor painful to read, sex that strikes a balance between the erotic and the individual, often alluring in its specificity, the delight of strange, shared tendernesses.” —Noor Qasim, THE DRIFT

Acts of Service is a potent, erotic and challenging novel, one that deals with the thirstiness and fickleness of full-blown desire. It’s another reminder of the eternal elusiveness of certainty when it comes to love.” -Martin Chilton, THE INDEPENDENT

“A perfectly messy inquiry into the nature of power and desire.” -Joe Stanek, CHICAGO REVIEW OF BOOKS

“Alluring, smooth, and smart.” PUBLISHERS WEEKLY

“Bold and unflinchingly sexy.” —VOGUE

“A new kind of queer novel… razor-sharp hedonism, and Fishman’s characters lean into the granular pleasures of sex at the expense of a moral compass.” —Bindu Bansinath, THE CUT

“Had me hooked from the first sentence… Lillian Fishman has written one of the most entertaining books about sex I’ve ever read.” —BUZZFEED

“Reminiscent of Sally Rooney’s work . . . An evocative exploration of desire and sexuality, this dark debut will cause readers to question the very nature of consent.” —KIRKUS REVIEWS

“A radical understanding of the multi-hyphenate definitions of sexual orientation . . . Using sex as a road map, Eve is searching to understand her own inner workings as a young woman. We tend to love what disturbs us, if we are willing to follow our desires and take the risk.” —Maria Vogel, INTERVIEW

“Smart in its triangulations and tensions, and on the question of how a certain set of politically minded young people are supposed to live now.” —Erin Somers, THE NEW YORK TIMES BOOK REVIEW

“Reading Acts of Service I felt the uncanny sensation of being in the presence of its narrator, observing me as I tore through its pages. Fishman’s Eve heir to Eve Babitz, makes us complicit in her interrogation of desire with an erotic, cerebral, subversive and tormenting tale, a reckoning formed in the cracks between certainties, like the cooling magma that rises between tectonic plates; between voyeurism and complicity, intimacy and alienation, the body and the mind.” —Olivia Sudjic, author of Sympathy and Asylum Road

“I was completely absorbed by this radical, daring, and bracing novel about a so-cold and yet so-intimate world where safety and pleasure can only be found in the most unlikely and unpredictable of places. It is a book of exciting, provocative complexity, and, for me, it made the human creature feel like something new.” Sheila Heti, author of How Should a Person Be? and Pure Colour

Acts of Service is a stylish, elegant piece of provocation that is also as sincere and searching as its heroine. Even if it pisses you off, it’s hard not to keep turning the pages. It’s a bold, promising debut.” —Mary Gaitskill, author of This Is Pleasure

“This fascinating novel, which will be read as a defense of libertinism, paradoxically turns out to be a book of exquisite moral refinement and almost intimidating elegance.” —Edmund White, author of A Boy’s Own Story and States of Desire

“An uncommonly smart, painful, and elegant novel about the ethics of sex and sexuality. I will be thinking about it for a long time.” —Merve Emre

“Taut, thorny, and sublimely fraught… This book is electric.” —Alexandra Kleeman, author of Something New Under the Sun

Acts of Service doesn’t kiss you first; it gets right to it—depicting the liquid frequencies of need and power with a thoughtful, savage eye.” —Raven Leilani, author of Luster

“I cannot recall the last time I felt this exhilarated and transformed by a novel. Acts of Service electrified both my mind and body. How can a story feel so smart and carnal at once?” —Sanaë Lemoine, author of The Margot Affair

“A kind of supercharged combo of Sally Rooney and Ottessa Moshfegh, and as smart as Joan Didion, Lillian Fishman is not just a brilliant writer—she’s a brilliant feeler, a great thinker. She has the gift we open books for.” —David Lipsky, author of The Art Fair

Acts of Service doesn’t shy away from asking big questions about the nature of attraction. All this, but with a great deal of page-turning pleasure.” —Gary Shteyngart, author of Our Country Friends and Super Sad Love Love Story

“Months after turning the final page, I’m still thinking about this fiercely wily novel.” —Heidi Julavits, author of The Folded Clock

“Stunning… I didn’t want it to end.” —Saskia Vogel, author of Permission

“Seamlessly written, sedate and subtle and so pleasurable, and quite enrapturing on a psychological level. . . This book opens space for a new kind of precision and intelligence that gives the amoral opulence of desire its rightful place.” —Niamh Campbell, author of This Happy and We Were Young

“This book asks us to consider what it might mean to truly honor our own desires, however messy they might be. I loved it.” —Keiran Goddard, author of Hourglass

“Disturbing, erotic, completely compulsive; quickeningly captivating, provocative in ways that I am still turning over.” —Lucy Caldwell, author of These Days

stories

Travesty “No thought was so devastating to Prima as the thought that she was ascribing wisdom and seriousness to something that would turn out to be stupid.” / THE NEW YORKER 2025 / Audio

Isabel “The lives of girls like Diana would have been infinitely easier, if only one girl that everyone envied had stood up and said, It’s me you’re talking about.” / GRANTA 2024

Your Hand, Your Dog “I could feel the upper hand entering and deserting me in turns: at restaurants when N paid the bill, at parties where I knew more women.” / JOYLAND 2020

nonfiction

Porn “Does the explicitly dirty always look like exploitation? Are we really that Victorian?” / THE POINT 2025

Would you rather have married young? On the end of the concept of experience “Can a girl no longer have a worthwhile amount of fun if she avoids getting married before she’s twenty-five?” / THE METROPOLITAN REVIEW 2025

Eleven editions of HIGHER GOSSIP at ThePointMag.com 2024

On Sally Rooney’s Intermezzo “When we read a Sally Rooney novel, we feel that we too are occupying a severe, cold, judgmental world…” / THE WASHINGTON POST 2024

What is the read receipt for? “Each theater of communication has its own assumptions and rules of play.” / GRANTA 2024

My work has been published in The New Yorker, Granta, The Washington Post, and other places. My latest is this essay. I’ve lived in New York since 2012.

Recently I’ve talked to The New Yorker, The Point, Mary Gaitskill, Main Characters Podcast, and LSHB’S Weird Era Podcast.

This is what I read in 2023 and 2024.

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